wow its been a long time since i've bothered to blog
but i guess i just want to rant..
jus watched tokyo drift
i mus say i liked it very much
hahaha maybe the cars are not as flashy as it should be
but i like the acting not that that bad
hehehehe storyline alrite also..
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life has gone in to a very odd turn..
im caught in the midst of a transaction
i'm left with 7 weeks..
7 weeks to have a life and i will be dunked into a world i'm unfamiliar to
my freedom, play, fun, friends, family taken away
how true..i have no idea. am i prepared? far from it
but somehow, i am beginning to feel as if there is really nothing much pulling me back
my friends have a life of their own, they don't need me.
In fact these few days or weeks i have been bored shitless, almost feeling as if i am beggin people to go out with me. guess attachment would be a good thing because i hate being bored and restless and aimless. gosh. i need to have something to do!
but 5 months of working my ass off and having no life and little sleep is going to kill me..
Am i ready?.. will i be ready? will i?
my only worry is him..
i don't know how this 5 months will affect us..
its really gonna put us thru a hard test..
nevertheless
i am just gonna party, play, treasure my friends and work at pepper lunch as hard as i can ever do within this 7 weeks..because i fear that all these will be taken away as soon as September 18 starts.
ami jus exaggerating?
hope so.
cause i will miss all of u..
-=things have change=-
nitegems