perhaps im self consumed
perhaps im in my own world..
i don't know
when u asked me to tell u wads wrong
my mind jus shuts
i don't know how to tell u the hurt i feel
and why in the first place i feel such hurt..
sometimes i jus dun feel like im attached
and words at the end of the day really dun mean a thing
its the action that counts..
and all i want is jus sumthing to show me that u mean wad u say
im jus so fustrated inside..
perhaps thats why i want a ps2..
i dunno why i broke down today
i freaking lost it..
i dun wanna be that kind of person
im so tired..
tired of my mind telling me things
tired of mind mapping my own thoughts
these few days have been tiring
and half the time i feel like im alone
i jus wish we could find some time alone and sort things out
jus beat the hell out of one another
and get the hurt out..
but..
guess other stuff are more important huh
today..
isn't even our day..
-=need for speed really shiok=-
nitegems