im abit addicted to need for speed..
the andrenaline rush
the cops chasing..
me getting away
its really fun man..
i woke up at 12 today
look around and found the house empty
i felt empty..
so i went to play my playstation
the usually me who would call friends to go out did not do so..
instead i plugged on to the controller and played need for speed
man it rocks my socks..
hahahahaha i defeated the first blacklisted guy
there are 14 more to go
and there are bounty to be earned while being chased by police
wow..
5 hours non-stop playing
who the hell said ur playstation wud auto shut after 1 an a half hour
during this 5 hours i seem to lost my mind
my stress..
my pains..my thoughts..
i jus kept persuing the goal of the game
perhaps this is why so many ppl get drawn into playstation..xbox..pc games
its the fact that u literally forget about the problems in ur own lives..
and u take on the character of the game and try to fufill ur goal
and fufilling ur goal in the game makes u feel like u r sumbody
dat u r not that a loser after all
talk about social withdrawal..
well
im not gonna play ps for too long
i dun tink its good for my eyes and thumb (which hurts like hell when i sms)
after the 3rd hour i felt like a zombie
i knew how to navigate the car and tough turns became easy to me
i wasn't even tinking anymore i was staring at the road and focus
its kinda scary that i can be so zoomed in
like sum freaking addict kid
oh well!
enuff..later i shall go out breathe some fresh air
and really have a nice good meal
eat soupy stuff cause its such a cold weather
and breathe the life of orchard
im tired of cooping myself in my house
hahahah i know its only a short while but i dun like staying home too long..
hmm
and maybe i do abit of shopping
and get my sanity back
:)
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i guess we figured it out
but i never know for sure
i guess uncertainty piles
when words meant to be said
are left unsaid
i dunno
im afraid that there be this huge gap
dat keep pulling us apart
and we never be able to find
the feelings we shared
when we first meet..
i hope that never happens..
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-=i need to know if its real=-
nitegems