hmm..
do guys like girls who are full of drama
i tink they do
because basically
im a very boring person
everything OK LOR
and i will never go pick a fight on someone
i do get ocassionally angry
but the anger seize really fast
and i be ok after awhile

so maybe im boring

i dunno

im starting to feel like there is a need
to go out there and breathe fresh air

i really dun wanna keep thinking about all of this

the more i tink
the more crazy i become
its total madness

as to why im still single
i have absolutely no clue

maybe if i wanna go supper wit someone
or wanna be wit someone
im not that straight forward as to step up and say
HEY! i wanna go with u

maybe also cause i avoid eye contact at all times
and blush easily if the person looks at me

maybe.

guess there are many reasons

maybe the right one has not come along yet

hmmm

many discussions were thrown at the fateful carls junior

it was pretty fun and chilled

jus relaxed

i need money

but do i have the face to go back and work

i tink im pretty hurt by everything

i wanna talk to him about it so that i can feel like this weight
would be lifted off my shoulders

so that i wouldn't feel so embarrassed to step into pepper lunch

hmm

no face left.

i dunno la

so many unsaid words
so many hurting words
so many things done wrong

i wish i could turn the clocks back but i cant

anyway..

saving saving time!
so many things to buy
so much to look forward to.

hmmm am i that shallow

i was wondering today

is everything in my mind jus about shopping

its not..

its just that sometimes u block out stuff

and talk about superficial things
because

u dun wan anyone to know anything about u

hmm

maybe?

or am i jus this shallow

that there is nothing inside my head?

that i only look at people superficially

actually i dun really care about the looks or the age or wadever

if i like u

i like u..

so hmm..

wad is wrong?

-=bored=-

nitegems