the gentle whiff of loneliness
smears my skin
as i stand alone
against the rain
loneliness
is how i feel
i miss u
i miss everyone
i miss life
i wish i was jus one year younger
look forward they say
i wish it wasn't like this
i give anything
to be anywhere but here
to do anything but this
to be with anyone but u
fucking hell...
im sick of taking shit from some people..
pure shitless tasteless stuff..
school has become
a place
where u can't really be honest
u can't reveal who u r
until u seem those u trust
i love those days
where i could just be honest..
and we would laugh at anything..
anything literally..
man i do miss those days..
can't imagine how i survived almost one whole sem without it..
absence does makes the heart fonder..
and im quite tired la..
for now i dun wanna do anything la..
jus relax..
sorry manda but i can't la..
i really jus wanna relax
take a break
do some work..
watch tv
chill..
think about everyone
miss everyone..
every single day im missing u guys
it made me realise how real year 1 was..
how we build real friendship in jus one year..
i really love those days...
:)
well i can't wait for sem to end!
holidaying in thailand will be something to look forward to!
hugs people i love u so much! :)
-=put the mask on and shut up=-
nitegems