everybody is jus trying to live
trying to survive through this
tough days
every blog i read
everyone seems somewad depressed
even if they dun blog it out i know they r..
:)
penny sounds quite happy though
babe i miss u loads..
KAMINI! wassup man so long never talk leh
really miss u alot too..
life has been awfully mundane
which is why i dun blame myself
for allowing myself to let loose for jus one day yesterday
because this week is going to go full speed..
its hot speed ahead
and hopefully after this
the hellish days will end and we would go warm and stop being so feverish
temptation to die and wad nots would hopefully soon go away
i have to admit man
jon i agree wit u!..
even after the nite
we still end up feeling empty..
kinda pointless
but that split minutes..or perhaps hours
we probably felt the highest feelings we could ever get
but now..
hahaha we drop back down to a low..
:)
no worries people keep pushing on
i woke up feeling quite positive today
i assume we should look forward not look backwards
i do admit that there are times i crack
and i dunno how i got myself there..
crackk quite badly
not too happy to say it
but we mus look forward
its jus 2 weeks more
after all of this
we can relax
be high and be in heaven
-=controlling ourselves to keep from dying=-
nitegems