oh my gosh kamini i can totally relate to ur post about ur boy..
hurmph..
oh man..
i tinnk today i am slammed in the face..thrice..
not because of chinablack dat din't mean a thing..
but im really tired..
and reading ur blog i somehow felt it isn't worth it
it isn't worth it to hold on anymore..
its time to let it go for real..
perhaps i din't let it go in the beginning
but i tink its time..
its not worth my time effort and energy
its not worth my thoughts
its not worth anything now
cause maybe even friendship is not treasured enuff..
perhaps.
i dunno...
i jus hate this feeling and after reading ur blog i know..
its time..
it hits me on the face 3 times..
3 timess before i can wake up and say
ok thats it
enough.
seriouslly enough..
i dun wanna go through it again
i dun wanna feel this shit again
i jus wanna let it go and be ok
and i will be ok..
determination never felt so strong..
not till today..
i dunno why
perhaps
the signs are too obvious..
and there is nothing there..
nothing that i can hold on to
nothing i can get..
time to move on..
time to go..
time to walk away
time to jus let go
thanks kams..
u really helped me today
serious.
thanks :)
-=i'll be ok=-
nitegems