this past few days
have turned my body and mind system
up side down
hahaha
seriously gain weight..
den lack of sleep
but yet i dun sleep till 4
den i wanna eat more cause i dun sleep
and have more dose of MTV cause im in manda's house
den realise dat i dunno some of my friends..
or that we dun do enuff to find out..
den realise that
im too big sized..
alot of reflecting
alot of enjoying
alot of thinking
involved
alot of drama as well
it has been fun but its about to end
cause CB totally destroyed everything
i have no mood anymore..
really not interested..
really realise im not happy either..
humm..
back to shopping i suppose
the weird thing is when i walked around wit
benny and melanie
i din't see anything i like
weird huh~..
now my whole mind is mess up
i slept in the bus for so long
came home..slept till 7..
sleep and sleep~..
and now feel wide awake
and stomach hurts..
oh well..
im jus sticking to wad i know best
being myself
being silly
being single..
and not giving a damn
thank u very much
thats all i have to say
blogging has been boring
words can't come out
speechless
shocked
and
mind
filled wit words i can't say
-=walk on this road=-
nitegems