living my nitegems life has been rather interesting lately..
i've been reflecting on it pretty much..
and my life has jus hit an all time low..
firstly the lowS are..
1) the guy i like may never like me...
2) there will be no guy who might ever like me..
3) wads the point of being in love when u fall out of it and it may suck
4) school work is a bitch
5) why do i sweat so much
6) where is durga?
7) why am i such a lard lard lard times 6...
8) will my double chin return?
9) fuck where is the moolah to retail therapic meself?..
10) there is no way i'll be able to fall in love this year..
secondly..the HIGHS! are..
1) being able to have a circle of friends u can fall back on
2) clubbin wit this circle of friends
3) having my special sec school friends! merc & kamini love u guys
4) knowing my mum is the bestie woman on earth
5) finally having cliques in class..=)
6) yeast infection is over!!!!! *cheers*
7) having someone to take care of me even though he's hardly around..
8) going to bangkok this year
9) knowing that even though fee has left and i may not have that big group i have other friends whom i can really clique with to chill with..
10) loving life cause even without love u still have friends
so basically..
i feel that
u might think
that i look damn
dressy..or dressed up..
but really inside im a clown..
im jus trying to be someone or something..
and sometimes i tink it makes me look proud or dao..
im really a softie inside..
haiz..
and life has hit a new low..
cause i jus feel so sad..
i dunno why..
i tink its not needed but its true...
haiz...
suddenly
the trip to bangkok looks super appealing
and opening a shop and quitting studies seems like heaven..
haiz..
i wish i could be like the 2cm owner..
gosh she rocks la..
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