i dunno wads wrong wit me..
perhaps im going thru depression..
damn i wish i had the life of the OC
why does it look so perfect
DUH
because its tv..
well
i realised that i might never get attached..
haiz..
maybe i jus dun have the qualities to be a gf
i really admire those who are..
i mean seriously
sometimes there is this pang in my soul..
where i feel oddly jealous..
but its cool la..
i will survive..
perhaps its because of the OC that recently
i have been pondering about falling in love
seriously
why do i not have a seth cohen in my life?
arghz..
well..
i dunno..
i jus can't wait to hang out wit my hoodies
its this period where its the test of life..
im missing my hoodies
im missing durga..
im missing u..
im not having a life..
im having to do homework..
im going home early..
im not fitting in..
im oddly quiet
im not laughing as much..
so yeah..i feel miserable
and yes i know i have been ranting abit too much
but i really feel miserable..
come on ^5 me if u know how i feel..

but honestly
today was great
we had photgraphy
and jo,jq, terence and yawen!! is in my class!!
aHHH!
im so happy to see familiar faces..
considering that im in mcm..
urm..why am i so sticky to new faces
so anyway i had fun making fun of terence
it jus brought back memories of old times
and a painful feeling that it wun be same..
yawen and i were talking..
and i really feel that mondayS would be great
i will definitely look forward to it!
AHHH! *screams*..
hahahaa..
so anyway seriously..
if someone could bring my life back to pieces
please tell me..
cause i really need it right now..
argh

-=i jus wish...but im glad i know=-

nitegems