i mus admit
kelly clarkson is
the best
american idol..
she is probably
the most successful
plus
her music rocks..
seriously
try singing Behind these hazel eyes..
she sings so high that it scares me..
i mean the last part..
anyway

i watched the mtv jus now
thanks to melvin :D

but i din't think it was fantastic
its ok la..
but it kinda lost the meaning..
i dun get it...
anyway..
when i was hearing it on the bus
on repeat mode..
i had another image for the mtv..
i imagined this girl abused
by her boyfriend..
but at first all was well..
she thought she found love for real..
but den he started to abuse her..
hit her for the stupidest thing..
until she stopped crying about it..
and she jus lets him hit her..
she doesn't even cry anymore..
she doesn't even plead him to stop..
cause she jus used to the abuse..
she jus feel very bitter and hurt
cause she thought he was the one..
so actually she will be singing on the bus
crying..alone..as she reminises wad happened..
den she cry and show her bruises..wit tears and all..
den in the end right..
most people would think she is taking the bus..
to escape from her boyfriend..
she's actually jus using the time on the bus
to be real and to cry..
cause she won't let him see her cry..
and in the end..
the song ends with the door bus opening..
and she walking out..
and back to her boyfriend arms..
and kellyclarkson ends with..
"cause i won't let u see me cry behind these hazel eyes"

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so yes this was my image of the mtv..
cause honestly..
its true..
alot of women face abuses..
and reality is that they stick through it..
they jus tink they deserve it
which they dun..
and its the sad truth..
haiz..

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-=my thoughts=-

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