i can't express how i feel..
its this empty feeling..
its this queasy feeling..
its a feeling of displeasure..
hahahaha
possibly
cognitive dissonance..
or wadever..
i jus feel so weird..
well..
the 2 days had been awesome
for me personally
i feel that our friendship
has gone up a level..
there is more to learn and grow together..
but..it has definitely gone up
considering that we have all seen
each other's sillouettes...
and also..we have tahan each other's nonsense..
and share drinks and food with one another..
talk rubbish..
jump around..
make enuff noise to get complained at..
play indian poker and do dares..
it has been great..
but after this...
our friendship either goes upwards or down..
so i really hope we pull through together
so that we can go for a chalet of 5 days! WOOT!
lets see if we can SURVIVE THAT! wahahaha...
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im so lost..
i jus feel like i've lost so much..
and i can't feel enough..
its this feeling that crush me..
its this feeling that makes me wanna run..
i jus dun understand why
im doing so much wrong..
and insist on it
instead of doing the rights..
gosh..
i feel so insecure..
it wun be the same ever..
how do i walk down orchard
and feel the same way..
it jus wun be the same..
i need u..
yet i need to break free..
yet..
without you..
what will become of me?..
without you..
who would i fall back on?..
without you..
saying..
im here now..dun worry..
-=incomplete..=-
nitegems