coool..slept only for four hours
i wonder how much this body can truly take..
hmmm..honestly im not abit exhausted even though
my cell group leader say i will only feel it when im older
so here i am thinking whether i should go out or not
whether i should stay in my blue shirt and blue boxers
or to dress up
haiz..such trauma things i need to tink about..*waves hand*
im sincerely hoping that i can complete my webcg project
i hope i've done enuff to help..*sigh*
today bro kel pray for me..
and he told me that God wants me to go back to my inner most desire..
and something like dun sidetrack and all..
im seriously confuse which desire he's talking about..
sometimes i feel so tired keeping it inside..
so i jus burst out crying..
i tink im weird crying and crying for no apparent reasons..
i guess there alot of inner shit to deal with..haiz
why why why?..
how how how?..
lord can u answer my question..
do u want me to hang on or let go..
should i endure?..
i find myself stupid to be asking u this..
i dun even tink im right..
half the time im wrong..
why?..
why..
i tink ive misunderstood the meanings..
i know wad u mean..
i felt it..i know u want me to do that..
and i've sidetrack to do something else..
oh gosh can u please help me understand..
do u want me to hang on or to let go..
let me know..
lord pelase..
-=i dun wanna think about u=-
nitegems