my days seems blurry these days..
i've not seen u for many days..
but its ok..
i keep trying
u say i lying..
but i aint..
i try so hard it hurts..
crazy..
my days ain't good..
it jus ain't..
i can't sleep i can't wake up..
what do u want from me?
why is everything crashing down on me?
where has my purpose disappeared to?..
today i finally felt the sense of lost creep into me
a silent voice ask me
what the hell are you doing?
and i could not answer..
im fucking tired..
and i dun wanna try..
cause trying jus makes life difficult..
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i watched white noise today
not a good show
not good at all..
i guess if u expected it to be scary it ain't..
so dun bother watching it..
hahahaha maybe about
6/10 for the show..
hahahahahah..lousy
anyway im so happy the incredibles win best animated!
i like i like.....
hahaha today i finally release out some of my feelings
and now i dun feel so tired anymore..
i dun have to be fake anymore..
and it feels comfortable now..
wendy: im sorry if i ever hurt ur feelings..im sorry..u r still my friend k?
today feelings have been rather weird..
super Up and Down
and it is on a whole not a very good day
but i did enjoy myself abit..and im happy..
life goes on..
i should stop imagining
-=/blank/=-
nitegems