Just watched stomp.
it was fantastic
fucking fantastic
it blew my head off, and minds as well
crazy fantastic
the beat
the sounds and the synergy
gosh it felt so good just watching them
watching how they bring it.
recently life has gotten abit too complicated
too fast paced
and i tink im gonna back track jus a lil bit
i had enuff of ppl taking me for granted
enuff of me chasing them.
as if im so desperate
i mean please come on.
enuff.
so my resolution..its not a new year but fuck off; is
im jus gonna do my thing
if it fits den i'll meet
if it doesn't den i dun have to
use whatever time i have to exercise
lay back
relax
or meet those who really matter
and let go of those who are just a waste of time or do not know how to appreciate
there are a few that i am very thankful for..those who make me feel that life worth living
and others who i think its time to loosen grip
let them come to me rather then me to them
i don't need any of these to make me who i am
mental training
i think i need that
build up my self esteem and my character
so that in the future
i won't need to give two fucks about these bullshit
socialise my fucking ass
-=pissed and irritated but yet feeling somewhat resolved=-
nitegems